a walk on the sand

Friday, April 27, 2007
Financially Challenged

Rent is due on the 5th of May.


Tuition is due on the 4th of May.


Phone bills, electric bill, cable bill...all due this last week of April.


I hate being an adult.


janangela walked on sand.
11:30 AM.
1 walked with me


Thursday, April 26, 2007
PS I Love You

Whenever I go online, I always make it a point to read my favorite online blogs, Cat's blog is one of them. Because of her tidbit about PS I love you by Cecelia Ahern, I went out and bought it and since poor me is still recuperating, it proved to be a hard day out. Anyway, I found the book hard to put down, seriously! I forgot to eat, almost forgot to drink medicines and my bladder needed to be sriously full before I even considered going to the bathroom. The story made me cry a little and laugh a whole lot because of the witty character banter. I caught Dana staring at me at one point and when I looked at her she said, "you're nuts!" Maybe I am but really you have got to read this book. It surprised me to find out that the author is a 24 year old, a mere year older than I am. Oh how my dreams of becoming a writer have come back! :)


I think I'm gonna have to do what Gerry did for Holly if ever I know that I'll be departing the world soon.


Cat, if you're reading this. Thank you again for sharing this.


janangela walked on sand.
4:49 PM.
0 walked with me


Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Almost There


I've always been a very private person. This is the reason why I don't divulge my whole personal stuff here. I don't advertise having the blog either. I just like writing and I'm too lazy to actually write so I type. Make sense? Anyway, I'm particularly private about my health because I've had heaps of trouble with it and people who tend to know about it usually pity me because of it. I don't like being pitied. There are others who have it worse than I do.

I've been sick and am just starting to get better and as an inspiration to getting better fast, my friend bought us advance tickets to Spiderman 3 at the very comfortable, quite expensive Gateway Cineplex 10 which features lazy boy seats and unlimited drinks and popcorn. I am excited and these tickets prompted me to eat and sleep a lot and drink my medicine religiously. Apparently, the May 1 premiere show is already sold out, second day of showing is not bad at all!


janangela walked on sand.
10:53 AM.
0 walked with me


Saturday, April 07, 2007
Music and Lyrics


I have been unable to go out which is why I just got to watch Music and Lyrics. Finally, I bought it on pirated dvd and I got to see it. The movie is too simple for my taste, nevertheless, it made me smile and laugh out loud at times. Hugh Grant and his awful dancing was what made my stomach hurt from laughing. I don't know why the sight of grown men making a fool out of themselves are enjoyable in my eyes, I'm weird like that I guess. Drew Barrymore was cute as always and that song Way Back Into Love is quite catchy. The character who plays Cora Corman reminds me of Paris Hilton for some reason.


Anyway, things have been hectic. I've been sick. Still sick but still holding on thanks to friends who are always there for me. I have to rest for now but as soon as I am well, will update a lot more than I've been doing.

Here are the song lyrics for anyone who wants to know:

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


janangela walked on sand.
1:55 PM.
0 walked with me